Well, it’s here. The new website is live.
For months, I’ve been trying to think of what words I’d share with you to explain the changes being made and nothing felt quite right. So I’m simply sitting here on launch day, sharing my heart with all the real-time feels.
In January, I was in the birthplace of all good ideas (the shower) problem solving how to present myself on the internet. How do I nurture + grow the dream of being a writer while still paying my bills with photography + honoring my clients online? It became clear that what I needed to do was merge my writing and photography.
This was a scary move in many ways, one that took a lot of time and processing. I knew from the beginning that my messaging needed to be super clear, but I didn’t expect it to take 4 full months before I was ready to release it.
Here we are. It’s go time.
No more tweaking and perfecting and second-guessing and changing. (Okay, maybe a little.)
This creation is out in the world.
I hope you enjoy it. I really do.
Caleb and I both put in a lot of hours into this thing. Caleb deserves a million high fives (and at least a dozen kisses from me) for all the work he put into designing this website, especially on a platform he wasn’t familiar with. He’s gone above and beyond, as he always does.
Fear wanted to steal this website and this rebrand.
While creating this website, I wrestled with crippling anxiety. At one point, I freaked out about how stupid I felt making a brand centered on my name and changed the password so Caleb couldn’t edit it. (Seriously. Super mature, right?)
Fear says that what I’m doing doesn’t matter.
Fear says that I’m going to look stupid.
Fear says that I should just stick to the status quo and not reach for big dreams.
Fear says that it’s proud and silly to think that I could “make it” as a writer (or speaker or influencer).
Fear says that no one cares what I have to say and I won’t impact anyone’s life.
Being ruled by fear is no way to live a life. Being ruled by fear is no way to run a business or build a family or write words or do anything that’s worth doing. Whenever you do something worthwhile, I can almost promise you that fear is going to try to crash the party. Fear wants to see us stuck playing small and running away. The last thing that Fear wants us to do is to show up despite it.
This is me showing up.
This is me facing fear.
This is me saying that honestly? I’m more nervous to shove this site into the world than excited.
I don’t have everything put together or figured out or perfected. I never will. Please don’t expect that from me. I can’t promise neat, tidy, or perfect.
Even when fear & anxiety make me want to run and even when I feel like I don’t have that much to offer you. Even when I don’t have the right words and even when I have too many words. Even when my life is a mess and even when life feels a little too good to be true. Even when I don’t really feel like it, I’ll keep showing up.
If you need something, well, I can’t promise that I’m going to be able to perfectly fulfill it, but I can either try or be honest about my own limitations and point you somewhere else.
May the people who come into contact with me feel better equipped for their journey and encouraged to keep going. May you see a God who is no respecter of persons and capable of doing whatever He wants through simple yeses. May shame be broken off and may some of the heaviness of life be lifted from your shoulders. May you find a safe and honest space in my presence. May you be drawn more to God’s Presence through mine. May I learn daily how to keep showing up, loving my heart out, and becoming the person God always intended me to be. May we hold hands on this crazy life journey and see God’s faithfulness present in every step.
That is my heart for you today and every day.
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